At
first glance, all the small Irish country roads seem the same. How anyone knows
which turn to take without a road sign or a landmark more specific than a field
or a tall hedge has had me amazed more than once.
My
walking buddy who I met on my first attempt to find Balleyheeney Castle (and the
finding of which took several tenacious attempts, a survey ordnance map, and
the bravery to knock on a daunting door to ask for very specific directions)
has been helping me cross off the other items from the Clashmore Village plaque
with its handful of other impossible to find sites. He showed me where the Lime
Kiln was buried under ivy, grass, trees, and other miscellaneous foliage.
Together,
we walked to St. Mochua’s Well and to the Raheen Quay. Both of which were
actually signposted and relatively maintained.
St. Mochua's Well |
Ten or
so years ago, after hearing about them, he’d once tried to find the Ice Houses
(also listed on the plaque) and failed. When I mention my plans to find them
myself, he suggests we do the trek together. He talks about the steep hill with
its rocky terrain as if it’s a nearly insurmountable mountain. He talks about
the pathway as if it’s the wild wilderness.
I
like the wilderness. And, here there are no bears. There aren’t even any
snakes.
One
day, when I’m out walking alone and end up at the starting point for that hill,
I give a little shrug and decide to do a pre-exploratory venture.
I go
up the hill. It is a bit steep, it does have some slightly rocky terrain, it is
overgrown, but it’s not so very bad. I only get stung by one nettle. I only get
buzzed by one, annoying and persistent fly. As I make my way, I look into the
dense overgrowth to see if I can see something (anything) that might be an Ice
House. But if the Houses are crumbled down and their ruins completely
overgrown, how would I know that I’d seen them? To be honest, I don’t exactly
know what to look for.
The Lime Kiln |
If
it’s anything like finding the Lime Kiln or Balleyheeney Castle, good luck to
me.
I
make it to the top of the hill and eventually come to a road. I’ve already
walked more than I’d planned to for the day, so I turn around, thoughtfully—either
I’ve passed the Ice Houses, they’re farther off the beaten (or overgrown) path,
I didn’t go far enough, or they’re no longer visible to the naked eye. I go on
back home.
I
report to my friend what I’ve done and suggest that maybe he ask his neighbors
or other locals if they know how to find these elusive Ice Houses. I’d heard
through my own grapevine that the man who knew all the history and the
directions had passed away sometime in the recent past. I bet he had some
amazing stories to tell. I’m sorry I didn’t get the chance to meet him.
In
good form, my friend does actually ask around and on another afternoon, after
the rain has passed, we meet at the overgrown stile that leads up the steep
hill.
Before
this, having a theory, I’d looked at several maps, read a few old survey
reports, and feel that I now know more or less where the Houses are (or were). If
I’m right, they’ll be slightly beyond the road that I’d come to on that
exploratory day. This doesn’t surprise me much, for I’ve found when following
directions (however vague) that often I miss something simply because I haven’t
gone quite far enough.
I’ve
also found that knowing specifically where to go saves a lot of walking and
wondering.
Having
measured the distance on my previous walk, I know it’s only just over half a
mile along the overgrown lane to the road. Overall, I expect this to be a
relatively low-mileage excursion. I can deal with that. I’m a bit tired. My
knee is acting up some. Nothing major. But I’m not feeling like doing a massive
hike.
The Last Wall of Balleyheeney Castle |
Walking
stick in hand, he leads the way.
When
we’re within sight of the road I’d come to before, he stops and begins to pull
out his maps.
“I
think we cross the road and shortly thereafter one House will be on the left
and then up a bit further the second House will be on the right,” I say,
confident.
He
seems to doubt me. So, I show him the maps I’d saved to my phone. We consult
all the maps and then he’s persuaded enough and we carry on.
After
a while, it feels we’ve gone too far and now I’m doubting me a bit. One House should
be here on the left at any moment. But maybe it’s too ruinous to see. Maybe
it’s too overgrown.
Ice House Number 1 |
“Is
this it?” I ask.
He
knocks the stones with his walking stick and agrees that it is.
I
take some pictures.
“It’s
a shame they don’t clear this off and take care of things,” he says. “Don’t you
think?”
I
gaze up at the leaf-covered Ice House. “Well. It’s a bit misleading to have the
sign in Clashmore advertising the walk with all the sites and then not have
made them easier to spot.”
“That’s
a very nice way to put it. Can’t you say it more strongly than that?” He says
something along the lines of no one being able to appreciate the past or take
care of things.
Front View Ice House Number 1 |
“They
have the Tidy Towns volunteer work. How hard would it be to get them to clear
this off?”
“You
feel pretty strongly about it. You could join the volunteer group and head up
the restoration,” I’m only half joking. “Start a committee.”
He
dismisses this idea though he does say he’s of half a mind to come back one day
and clear it off himself. “I’ve done that before with things,” he says.
We
carry on.
The
lane becomes more like a real road rather than a farm path. We pass a few
pretty houses with flowery gardens. We should come upon the second Ice House at
any moment. We both peer through the breaks in the hedges to see if there’s a
round mound in any of the grassy meadows. My friend goes through several gates
to stand in the cow fields to look more scrutinizingly in all directions.
Ice House Number 2 |
“There
it is,” I say.
Only
half the House has been kept clear, but now we get a good picture of what it
would have looked like 100 or so years ago. An Ice House!
Once,
there was a five-acre lough (a lake) nearby which froze over in the harsh Irish
winters. The Youghal fish sellers would pay locals to bring over chunks of ice
from the lough and throw it the thirty feet down into the bowels of the ice
houses. During those ice collection times, two men (lowered in by ropes) would wait
inside for the ice to be tossed in and then they’d pound the ice to bits so
that eventually it all formed together again in one massive block.
The
sellers then used the ice to export their Blackwater salmon to London and
beyond.
The
Houses fell out of use when the severity of the winters eased and the lough no
longer froze often enough to produce the amount of ice needed.
Ice House Number 2 Stone Work |
My
friend is happier with our excursion now that we’ve arrived to this House with
its cleared off side. He admires the stone work, marveling at the craftmanship
and ingenuity from a time that did not have the technology we now have.
I
think to myself that with our technology we’ve lost much of craftsmanship and
artistry. Not completely. But it’s not as valued as it once was. Or maybe it’s
just not as necessary. We don’t build for permanence because we don’t have to.
Craftsmanship demands long and often lonely hours. Who would sign up for that?
My
host has recently had a friend of hers visit who used to make classical
guitars. Talking with him about artistry, artisanship, and craft, he’d
mentioned the long, lonely hours. In my mind’s eye, I’d seen the thin wood
shavings, the sanded down panels, the varnish, the perfection of piece placed
against piece. I’d seen, as if on a film, the lonely hours involved in making a
musical instrument by hand. I know all about the time involved. For writing is also
a craft. But, I generally love the long, lonely hours. In fact, I don’t usually
find them lonely at all.
I’m
thinking all this as I take my pictures and admire the Ice House. The other
side is completely overgrown and there isn’t (an easy) way to get around. There’s
no way to go inside. Certainly, no way to go down thirty feet into the ice
storage area. So, I content myself with what I can see.
My
friend seems content enough as well.
The Clashmore Plaque |
I’m
thinking now we will turn around and go back. Mission successful, but my friend
wants to make a longer loop.
Torn,
not sure exactly why I don’t want to go further on (it has to do with being
tired, having dinner time pressing in upon me, and feeling it’s more than I’d
signed up for), but unable to vocalize my reluctance, I go along with him.
We
follow his maps. He’d been told to take a left and then another left and then
there’d be the Lickey Bridge and it’d be smooth sailing home from there.
We
take the first left and suddenly, I feel I recognize where I am. I’ve been by
this hurling (Football? Lacrosse?) field with its blue painted goalposts and
blue painted trailer office before. Around the corner, I’m sure I’ve seen that
warning sign against cutting Japanese Knotweed. I almost don’t say anything
because I’d like to go back home and if we get to the path we’d come in on, we’d
take it, right? But then, I also don’t want to backtrack a million miles. And
really, do I need to rush back home? No, not really.
“I
know all these roads look the same,” I say. “But I think this will go back to
my house.”
My
friend doubts me. I can see him thinking that all these roads look the same and
how would I know from the curve of a lane, from a plastic sign where I was
having only lived here forty-six days. “There are,” he remarks, “a lot of
warning signs against cutting Japanese Knotweed.” He consults his maps. Mine no
longer do us any good. I’ve gotten us as far as I’d thought we’d go. Of course,
I’m the hero in my own story. And I’m always willing to be wrong, but this
time, I don’t think I am.
Well,
anyway. We go along until we reach the path from which we’d crossed this very
road on our way to the Ice Houses not all that long ago. It is the way home.
I
feel vindicated. I do know where I am. I do know the way back from here. Two
ways, in fact. I can almost taste my dinner.
However,
my friend still wants to do the loop. I still want to go home. But I’m afraid
if he carries on alone he’ll end up terribly lost. I don’t know why I feel so
responsible. Standing in the middle of the road, I feel this pull of resistance
in me and I wish I knew how to vocalize my feelings better (I wish I knew what
exactly my feelings were).
He
makes his case for the loop. Just so we’re clear, I remind him that we will end
up walking half again what we’ve already walked. But I don’t think he hears me.
In any event, we retrace our steps. We go away from the known way home. He
thinks he knows where we went wrong.
Now
I’m doubting him.
“I’ll
make you a wager,” he says. I shake my head. I don’t want to bet. Not if it’s
on Irish roads. Not if it’s on Irish directions. Not even if I’ve been right
once. He carries on, perhaps thinking my reluctance to bet is because of money.
“I’ll wager you a piece of sea glass that there are no more doubtful turnings.”
“You’re
saying that there are no little lanes off the road from this point on? At all?”
I’m almost willing to wager actual cash money on that. He smiles. He feels he’s
right. He accepts the bet as being on and we walk and walk.
If
he’s right, that’s good, we’ll end up walking less than if we get lost and lost
again. I really don’t want to wander forever. The excursion has turned from
simple fun to a bit of an ordeal. Of course, this is my own fault. This is my
own problem for not knowing what I want or how to achieve that. Not knowing how
to talk a thing out so that all parties come to, if not full agreement, at
least an easy compromise.
Easy
peasy.
We near
a fork in the road.
“Oh
no,” my friend says. “I think I’ve lost my bet.” But then he grins for the left
hand of the fork dead ends into a farm. He’s confident. He’s winning. So, we
carry on to the right. We go around the bend straight into a farmhouse driveway
and the real dead end to the road.
I
say not a word.
There’s
an overgrown lane heading off into a stand of trees just there. A fallen tree lays
over the overgrown lane, blocking the way, making it seem a dead end too. I
wonder if that’s the path we’re supposed to take. There are no sign posts, no
little arrows to point the way, so how would we know? At this point, none of
our maps do much good. I have the feeling that my friend will not think that
that overgrown lane is the path onward. I don’t mention the lane.
My
other idea is that if from the second Ice House we’d gone up to the main main
road and then turned left we would be
going according to his maps. I do mention this.
He
ponders it. Thinks it’s a possibility and then decides that, if we can’t find
anyone to ask directions from, we’ll just go back down the steep, rocky hill we’d
climbed up hours and hours ago.
At Raheen Quay |
We don’t
encounter anyone.
We
re-retrace our steps.
I
lead the way down the steep, rocky hill.
At
the stile, we turn to say our fare-thee-wells. If he’s terribly disappointed,
he doesn’t say so. “I think it was a wise idea to come back at this point,” he
does say.
We
agree to try the loop on another day.
As I
walk the last bit home, on a road I definitely recognize, and happily alone, I
resolve to better communicate for myself in the future. It’s got to be as easy
as talking through the options, right? As easy as taking a moment to feel out
what I want and then to express it. I’m sure it’ll be a work in progress. At
any rate, we’ve both seen the Ice Houses now, and that’s something.
I'm glad you're staying on the not so straight, but narrow road! Love that you guys actually found the 2nd icehouse. What interesting history! What a great way to learn about things!!!! Love your adventures and glad you made it back to home base!
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